Day 122 - Weight loss - Passive Way of Life

Day 122 - I feel like I'm gaining at least a ton each day - a strange feeling indeed. Must be because I drink much liquid and my stomach is full. Otherwise, it's because I really eat a lot. This and that stolen from the fridge, this and that put into my mouth, this and that and this and that... I'm turning into an elephant. On top of that, sickness makes things worse as it hinders me from going to the pool or even outside. I eat and not burn calories, instead storing fat, duh. I feel bad. Pitiful. Cranky. Not knowing what to do. Weightloss gets unbearable and drives me mad as I can't seem to find a way to change things stuck with the same passive way of life.
Photobucket