In this post I'll talk about the envy cell phone and the whole envy experience wrt s/o's new HTC, as well as tell you about the best sex night I happened to have, and show a few white women's watches' pics of the models I prefer.
In the previous post I promised to tell you about the envy s/o had me to experience right upon his return. As you know he went to Spain to buy an apartment to later move to. I'm gonna tell you more about the town and the apartment (plus pictures of it) in the nearest future. When we met after his arrival he was all hyper and hurried to narrate a story about his luck throughout the trip, ending the narration with a display of a new supercool, trendy and expensive cell phone he found at the airport.
Fine, while I find nothing extraordinary about someone's loss of a phone in a crowded place like this, I feel highly uncomfortable in my own emotions. The moment I heard the story I immediately felt rage overwhelming me so I needed at least 30 min to calm down before I could speak with him again. All the while fury was devouring me, a groundless ugly envy I barely experienced before. Why, I asked myself, why do I envy him? Yes, partly because he was showing off his brand-new HTC, but come on, there should be nothing to be jealous of! He didn't buy it - he just found it in the first place. And yet, however many reasons I invented to solace myself with, a disgusting feeling would never leave me for a few days. The night after the talk was the hardest as I went to bed on the verge of hitting the pillow, so crazy I was.
The next day at work was spent clattering my teeth, memories and phrases invading my mind. I never wish anyone to feel envious. You're so weak and vulnerable at once. This is why I did all I could think of to somehow ease the jealousy, I was searching for smart sayings and aphorisms about envy, and the three quotes you see above have helped me relax for sure. The second one is especially true - indeed s/o's lucky dig caused obnoxiousness! But it's not right to feel jealousy toward someone you love, this is why it ate at me even stronger, this was the emotion I shouldn't feel! I should be happy for him - and I cannot!
All in all, 2 full days of envy experience - that's a challenge! But the outcome of it, one of the commandments that I remembered, orders us not to feel envy, so I relaxed even further. Later on day 2 I came up with a small test for s/o, a kinda trick I wanted to play on him.
Since he wants me to go to Spain with him, I decided to 'bribe' him. Of course not for real, all I was going to say was a mere joke, but I wanted to see his reaction. I've been rehearsing my speech so it would sound with the right intonation, and luckily, my tiny trick turned out excellent and he answered exactly how I supposed. Here is the dialog we had.
'Ok, I'll go with you to live in Spain if you do something for me'
'What's this?'
'As you know Leo's adore costly gifts so I, being a Leo, want one.'
'What kind of costly present do you want?'
I smiled coyly, paused for a second, looked directly into his eyes (all as rehearsed for the right effect), 'I want your HTC phone.' I paused again, he, as expected, remained mute. 'Give it to me and I'll fly with you.'
After a lapse of time, during which he was seriously considering the 'bribe' he said, 'Ok, if this is the cost of your consent, take it.'
Frankly, his moment of silence when he was overthinking my suggestion, lasted a bit longer than I expected, but overall the reactions and the result went in accordance with my plans. Of course then I explained I was kidding him, he can't buy me neither do I want his phone, after all.
Now, a few days after he told me about the cell, my envy faded, and I treat this flash of jealousy as a funny incident. It's a relief when jealousy disappears and you can laugh at how silly you'd been, how really-really trifle that what you'd thought insanely huge in fact is.
Remember I told you we've reached a new level of relationship where sex has gotten a lot lot better. He refuses to admit he has changed his behavior in bed but he has for sure. He started to care, which is so important for a woman. I don't complain. In my turn I too learn to come more (I guess Kegels help) and the experience grows more enjoyable. Soon I plan to launch posting entries about how to have awesome sex / how to have better sex tips / good sex advice / good sex instructions / best sex manual / good sex manual. Hope this would help girls to teach their bf's and learn the musts's of the 'right' intercourse.
Love-making is not the thing my s/o is good at as he lacks romantic side, which usually makes it difficult for me to get a whole range of emotions from our intimacy. But wow this Saturday he was all I need in a man, and thus sex was mind-blowing with both tenderness, love and roughness in it, all combined. I couldn’t wish for more. Suddenly he acted in a 'Prince Charming' mode. And omg his eyes, deep brown eyes I looked into, and kisses, which he never gives, kisses never stopped. I wonder if it's all thanks to the scented candle burning in my room ;) There is absolutely nothing I didn’t like about our sex. There were both dirty words that turned me on like crazy and romantic phrases making me feel safe and loved, no wonder being so high I was in a state of never-ending orgasm all this time. I clutched the sheets, and my mouth was open all this time saliva almost dripping, I wanted to groan and moan and cry but parents were in the next room so imagine how unbelievably hard in was to hold in all the gamut of boiling emotions while he was making me hornier with obscenities, so I just muttered swearings and smut to myself and in the pillow. Do I have to tell you how sweat-soaked the bed and our bodies were? Usually I don't get this sex-crazy but this time all my body was a string, on the edge, in a permanent bliss. And my legs? Not only my body but legs too were shaking violently, especially when I came and when he decided to stick his cock out suddenly, again and again, keeping me in this insanely wound-up state, and I wanted more and more.
I’m still under impression and barely contain a moan as memories invade.
You know what's curious? As a rule it's girls who read all these how-to-please-man-in-bed articles, techniques to enhance own sexual arousal etc while men rarely stir a finger. But whoa, in our situation I think it's s/o who does more. I'm happy. I've never been so satisfied and I realize I'll probably never be if I go look for another man. A properly and truly contented woman doesn't need to cheat or seek another guy. Don't forget an important point, woman develops a strong bond with a man who makes her come and she will obviously need no other lover. I can't speak for all, though.
And today is our 2nd anniversary, 2 years of official dating. He knows. I wish he would text or call to congratulate.
Envy experience
Whoever envies another confesses his superiority.
Samuel Johnson, The Rambler
Nothing is as obnoxious as other people's luck.
F. Scott Fitzgerald
Easy come easy go.
Proverb
In the previous post I promised to tell you about the envy s/o had me to experience right upon his return. As you know he went to Spain to buy an apartment to later move to. I'm gonna tell you more about the town and the apartment (plus pictures of it) in the nearest future. When we met after his arrival he was all hyper and hurried to narrate a story about his luck throughout the trip, ending the narration with a display of a new supercool, trendy and expensive cell phone he found at the airport.
Fine, while I find nothing extraordinary about someone's loss of a phone in a crowded place like this, I feel highly uncomfortable in my own emotions. The moment I heard the story I immediately felt rage overwhelming me so I needed at least 30 min to calm down before I could speak with him again. All the while fury was devouring me, a groundless ugly envy I barely experienced before. Why, I asked myself, why do I envy him? Yes, partly because he was showing off his brand-new HTC, but come on, there should be nothing to be jealous of! He didn't buy it - he just found it in the first place. And yet, however many reasons I invented to solace myself with, a disgusting feeling would never leave me for a few days. The night after the talk was the hardest as I went to bed on the verge of hitting the pillow, so crazy I was.
The next day at work was spent clattering my teeth, memories and phrases invading my mind. I never wish anyone to feel envious. You're so weak and vulnerable at once. This is why I did all I could think of to somehow ease the jealousy, I was searching for smart sayings and aphorisms about envy, and the three quotes you see above have helped me relax for sure. The second one is especially true - indeed s/o's lucky dig caused obnoxiousness! But it's not right to feel jealousy toward someone you love, this is why it ate at me even stronger, this was the emotion I shouldn't feel! I should be happy for him - and I cannot!
All in all, 2 full days of envy experience - that's a challenge! But the outcome of it, one of the commandments that I remembered, orders us not to feel envy, so I relaxed even further. Later on day 2 I came up with a small test for s/o, a kinda trick I wanted to play on him.
Since he wants me to go to Spain with him, I decided to 'bribe' him. Of course not for real, all I was going to say was a mere joke, but I wanted to see his reaction. I've been rehearsing my speech so it would sound with the right intonation, and luckily, my tiny trick turned out excellent and he answered exactly how I supposed. Here is the dialog we had.
'Ok, I'll go with you to live in Spain if you do something for me'
'What's this?'
'As you know Leo's adore costly gifts so I, being a Leo, want one.'
'What kind of costly present do you want?'
I smiled coyly, paused for a second, looked directly into his eyes (all as rehearsed for the right effect), 'I want your HTC phone.' I paused again, he, as expected, remained mute. 'Give it to me and I'll fly with you.'
After a lapse of time, during which he was seriously considering the 'bribe' he said, 'Ok, if this is the cost of your consent, take it.'
Frankly, his moment of silence when he was overthinking my suggestion, lasted a bit longer than I expected, but overall the reactions and the result went in accordance with my plans. Of course then I explained I was kidding him, he can't buy me neither do I want his phone, after all.
Now, a few days after he told me about the cell, my envy faded, and I treat this flash of jealousy as a funny incident. It's a relief when jealousy disappears and you can laugh at how silly you'd been, how really-really trifle that what you'd thought insanely huge in fact is.
Best sex night
More so, afterwards something intimate between us happened. That Saturday night turned out most likely the best sex night in the past 2 years. So intense, hot, wet, grrr!!!Remember I told you we've reached a new level of relationship where sex has gotten a lot lot better. He refuses to admit he has changed his behavior in bed but he has for sure. He started to care, which is so important for a woman. I don't complain. In my turn I too learn to come more (I guess Kegels help) and the experience grows more enjoyable. Soon I plan to launch posting entries about how to have awesome sex / how to have better sex tips / good sex advice / good sex instructions / best sex manual / good sex manual. Hope this would help girls to teach their bf's and learn the musts's of the 'right' intercourse.
Love-making is not the thing my s/o is good at as he lacks romantic side, which usually makes it difficult for me to get a whole range of emotions from our intimacy. But wow this Saturday he was all I need in a man, and thus sex was mind-blowing with both tenderness, love and roughness in it, all combined. I couldn’t wish for more. Suddenly he acted in a 'Prince Charming' mode. And omg his eyes, deep brown eyes I looked into, and kisses, which he never gives, kisses never stopped. I wonder if it's all thanks to the scented candle burning in my room ;) There is absolutely nothing I didn’t like about our sex. There were both dirty words that turned me on like crazy and romantic phrases making me feel safe and loved, no wonder being so high I was in a state of never-ending orgasm all this time. I clutched the sheets, and my mouth was open all this time saliva almost dripping, I wanted to groan and moan and cry but parents were in the next room so imagine how unbelievably hard in was to hold in all the gamut of boiling emotions while he was making me hornier with obscenities, so I just muttered swearings and smut to myself and in the pillow. Do I have to tell you how sweat-soaked the bed and our bodies were? Usually I don't get this sex-crazy but this time all my body was a string, on the edge, in a permanent bliss. And my legs? Not only my body but legs too were shaking violently, especially when I came and when he decided to stick his cock out suddenly, again and again, keeping me in this insanely wound-up state, and I wanted more and more.
I’m still under impression and barely contain a moan as memories invade.
You know what's curious? As a rule it's girls who read all these how-to-please-man-in-bed articles, techniques to enhance own sexual arousal etc while men rarely stir a finger. But whoa, in our situation I think it's s/o who does more. I'm happy. I've never been so satisfied and I realize I'll probably never be if I go look for another man. A properly and truly contented woman doesn't need to cheat or seek another guy. Don't forget an important point, woman develops a strong bond with a man who makes her come and she will obviously need no other lover. I can't speak for all, though.
And today is our 2nd anniversary, 2 years of official dating. He knows. I wish he would text or call to congratulate.
White women's watches
I want this watch :) I'm a lover of big watches. Still want to buy something like these models below. And once I'm a happy owner of a similar watch, I'll show and tell you on redhead.su.
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