How to Reduce Period Pain. Losing Job. Food Photo. - On 9:22 AM - This post has 8 comments

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Today, I'll share with you my experience on how to reduce period pain, date losing job and, as usual, some cool food photo.

How to reduce period pain

You remember, last time I told you about physical activity as an answer to the question how to reduce period pain. Well, last time it worked but last time I had to take more than one pill before I learnt the answer. This month I decided to check it out once again. At work, when the pain started, I took the pill and the pain-killing effect lasted until I got home where I thought I should try some yoga positions. Yes it did ease the pain, not completely removed it but lowered significantly, and I had to repeat the cycle of exercises three times during the day to not let the pain get stronger. So yes, with full certainty I can claim physical activity does help to reduce period  pain, bear it mind when you feel menses' ache starting to bug you. 

Losing job

No, luckily it's not me who lost the job, it's R. who again lost his job. He's been hired recently but being employed didn't last for long. Upon my word, life's doing everything to show me what a loser one can be and what dumb@ss I am to persistently stay by his side... god gracious, it's ridiculous and bitter, all this mess about losing job after job. He's unemployed again. Over and over. What trip, what shoes was I hoping for? Gifts, flowers, eating out? What am I waiting, and what am I waiting for? Every single convo with him ends with an argument, even when last night I told him I was going to go have fun - he swore at me and hung up. But I was barely hurt, I finally have someone to spend time with. He curses at me all the time, he's p'd off and is on the verge of saying goodbye forever but isn't it what I'm waiting for? To hear him farewell and then know he regrets it? His anger, fury eating him out is not my fault. He should blame himself not me who happens to be by his side and try to solace and encourage. God's the witness, I approach him with good intentions, wanting to genuinely help, offering what little support I can.

Also, sex life that I hoped was getting better by each time we slept together, can't get any worse. Ludicrous! I learn hard, doing kegels, reading stuff online, practicing, training nonstop, exercising  wanting to be able to reach bigger O's, wanting my partner to care about it too - in reality, he's getting farther and there is no progress, if anything. So the problem is not in me being cold and unable to cum but in him who cannot give me a full range of positive sexy emotions during an intercourse. So yes, sexually he is not what I need. An understanding lover, willing to have better sex with fun, tries and rewards - this is what I have to aim for. All my previous guys were ultimately pro practicing and learning while this one is a swine. I know I can have wonderful fulfilling sex, satisfying and bringing happiness, but it's about the person who I'm going to have it with. Again, I can't wait to get one to fully trust and open up to. R, unfortunately, does all to stop being such as he's going farther and farther from me. I'm so screwed with countless insecurities when it comes to sex with him.
I'm so eager to become a squirter and when I figure out how to I'll dump him for sure. I don't need an ignorant lover who wants to have sex like in pr0n movies (that's what he said he wanted) and does nothing to please his woman. Stick it in, pull it out, 10 minute' action during which he comes. No thanks. I'll give my body to another man who knows and wants to learn and is not afraid of caressing a vagina or touching a clit. I seriously hate R. I f*cking hate him!
As for learning to squirt, you remember I told you I want to become tumblr perfect and aim for perfection? Well, that said, I want to learn to squirt for sure, or, okay, if they fake it in porn, then learn to fake it like porn girls. If it requires peeing during orgasm, so be it, I want to dig it. 'It will take practice, so be patient and don't give up. Good Luck', here's what I want to follow, amazing words that keep me on track ;)

Tonight, after taking a warm shower, washing my hair and drinking a cup of green tea, I will go to bed relaxed and calm. Although I've just received another couple of cuss words from R. this will not make me sad. Tonight it's a mild, peaceful hate that I feel toward him. Because, let's consider this, he is in disadvantage, it's he who suffers from losing job, he who's penniless again, he who risks missing an amazing girlfriend, he who should be thankful to me for my patience and kindness. Next time I see R. I plan to put a love spell on him. Not only to make him madly and forever fall in love with me but also to check if I am a witch strong enough. So far, I know god's been helping me in wishes wrt people, but this time I want to know if my inner magic/power can influence others. The charm I'm going to perform is quite easy and seems innocent yet women state that it works miracles. We'll see and I'll let you know how it went.

Tonight, I'm going to bed near joyful and satisfied and a sincere pray will make me feel yet happier.

Food photo