Day 35 - call me pessimist but I’m on the verge of a nervous breakdown and tearing off own hair - still the same results. I’d guessed November would be hard but I couldn’t expect it would be impossible, which it is, damn it! Besides, my motivation aka boyfriend has been sort of letting me down recently so I gotta go on on my own, without support. What a challenge! Another thing, at the office we have a full-size mirror which I often look into, and, sadly enough, neither a year ago nor now do I notice any changes: fat thighs - disproportionate - not satisfied. Yea, call me pessimist but until I reach 45 kilos I won’t stop disliking my body.
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I'd rather be thin and dorky than fat and cool
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