Day 53

Day 53 - dream on! Nothing helps. Maybe I’m too strict with myself, setting high goals but honestly guys I couldn’t imagine losing weight was going to be this hard. I guess the only way out of this ‘stuck in the same weight’ trap is not eat at all, like AT ALL (which is impossible since hunger pangs are no fun, either in the morning or at work, oh my poor stomach). Had an awful argument with S/O who, this time meaning it, blamed me for getting too thin so he’ll soon have to hold a skeleton instead of me. No kidding, he hurt me. Mom noted she wouldn’t give me money on clothes unless I get back to the used-to-be-132lbs me. No way, woman! Neither of you are going to see me fat again! Weightloss is so troublesome.