Living at my s/o's atm. Briefly - no ocean without ripple, one day it's smooth, another day it's storm, and it's a hell of a job to get this boat manage through the water. Things barely get better, health-wise. One day I feel alright, the other day I'm lying in the gutter. As I have noticed, they seem to get worse if I drink even a small amount of alcohol, so obviously no booze for me.
Need to spend more time weheart'ing probably, since the site is very inspiring. No, seriously, maybe this will help. Besides, it's getting colder in the street, and I shiver like crazy even in warm coat, sweater and turtleneck, not to mention my jeans in which my legs turn into 2 ice cubes before I get to work. Correction: 'got' to work - because I got fired the other day. I don't want to go into details, suffice to say this situation is total ruin of hopes; changing 3 jobs in half a year... insanity. *hanghead*
Looks like this winter is going to be hard on me. Already now, when it's dark for the biggest part of the day, it's very difficult to stay cheerful and high-spirited, and the only thing people want to do after work is get to their warm houses asap and not even dare peep outdoors: hot tea, comfy clothes, and a quiet evening in front of the tv set. I was thinking about canceling my swimming in November due to health issues but decided not to in the end. Oh yes, and we also went to see Paranormal Activity 4. 3 first movies were close to real horrors and I liked them, but this part was awful. And the whole audience went out of the theater with 'WTF was that bullsh*t?' faces. It was a waste of money.
There is little joy when it's snaining for days on end, or raining 24/7 so I gotta find positive moments not to break down completely. What I did today was buy a pair of awesome suede brown boots. The heels! Motherfu*king heels are the highest in my stiletto collection! 6 inches! Terrific! I absolutely love them!
As for future plans, filling green card tomorrow. And I have a weird craving for king prawn, so definitely satisfying this need as well.
Need to spend more time weheart'ing probably, since the site is very inspiring. No, seriously, maybe this will help. Besides, it's getting colder in the street, and I shiver like crazy even in warm coat, sweater and turtleneck, not to mention my jeans in which my legs turn into 2 ice cubes before I get to work. Correction: 'got' to work - because I got fired the other day. I don't want to go into details, suffice to say this situation is total ruin of hopes; changing 3 jobs in half a year... insanity. *hanghead*
Looks like this winter is going to be hard on me. Already now, when it's dark for the biggest part of the day, it's very difficult to stay cheerful and high-spirited, and the only thing people want to do after work is get to their warm houses asap and not even dare peep outdoors: hot tea, comfy clothes, and a quiet evening in front of the tv set. I was thinking about canceling my swimming in November due to health issues but decided not to in the end. Oh yes, and we also went to see Paranormal Activity 4. 3 first movies were close to real horrors and I liked them, but this part was awful. And the whole audience went out of the theater with 'WTF was that bullsh*t?' faces. It was a waste of money.
There is little joy when it's snaining for days on end, or raining 24/7 so I gotta find positive moments not to break down completely. What I did today was buy a pair of awesome suede brown boots. The heels! Motherfu*king heels are the highest in my stiletto collection! 6 inches! Terrific! I absolutely love them!
As for future plans, filling green card tomorrow. And I have a weird craving for king prawn, so definitely satisfying this need as well.
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