Day 126 - I know I haven't talked much on the point recently, just complain and bug you with silly-ish posts *sigh* I can't say I'm that exhausted and I can't go on and that I lack motivation... but I do. I am really tired... because it takes ages to drop at least a kilo, and because I've somehow come to a stepping stone and I feel like quitting... These drastic winter colds and lack of activity and no swimming and worsened health state and overall life situation get at me. And I feel guilty, I want to punish myself but fail as I keep eating dinners and snack during the day. This counted, I find it harder and harder to stay on track by the day.
What you want to do on such ice-cold days is not get out of bed, tucked in blankets, drink tea with lemon and sugar, and watch tv. Like a couch potato. This storing-fat week while I'm on a sick leave will surely tell on my figure, and the unneeded kilos will have to be dropped again, which is such a pain in the a$$ considering how slow I am at it. I hope when warmer weather comes I'll feel better both physically and emotionally, but warm days are so far away judging by the forecast ;((
It's difficult to be all enthusiastic, motivated. I'm worried about my success, and the '45' beacon gets blurred in the thickening fog, gets yet farther... I want to hope the black stripe will pass soon 'cause living like this becomes ever-so tough.
What you want to do on such ice-cold days is not get out of bed, tucked in blankets, drink tea with lemon and sugar, and watch tv. Like a couch potato. This storing-fat week while I'm on a sick leave will surely tell on my figure, and the unneeded kilos will have to be dropped again, which is such a pain in the a$$ considering how slow I am at it. I hope when warmer weather comes I'll feel better both physically and emotionally, but warm days are so far away judging by the forecast ;((
It's difficult to be all enthusiastic, motivated. I'm worried about my success, and the '45' beacon gets blurred in the thickening fog, gets yet farther... I want to hope the black stripe will pass soon 'cause living like this becomes ever-so tough.
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