Day 56

Day 56 - checkup 4, 80x62x86, 50kg. Days fly real fast, progress - progress? - goes sloooowww… On photos I take and look through my breast looks nonexistent, even when I stand in profile, but it’s not true. Even though it’s only 80cm to me it’s not small, and when I put on some small shirts I look like a barrel, no joking LOL Ok, if I get rid of another 5kg how smaller is it going to be? Ugly belly, ugly hips, so much fat there that I don’t see bones underneath, and hipbones, which were starting to become visible, now concealed again. Is it me or am I gaining fat from outer space or something?