Day 51

Day 51 - even if I get labeled as loser (because I didn’t lose a kilo, let alone 3, by today), even if I don’t get smaller and lighter by December I still have one month ahead. Haha how silly it sounds considering I haven’t lost a kilo during November. Also, took another few pics of myself in underwear - no breast but those hips… oh goodness, I think I start to look yet uglier with such wide hips and tiny chest, the difference is 7cm! I don’t even dare show you the photos, too self-conscious and disgusted.